My bed is cold and I am lonely, be here now?
I’m not sure if I can wait till December, when I start to forget how it feels to have your arms wrapped around me and how you whisper to me late at night about everything that’s on your mind, I feel like we were something from another life.
I miss how we go on adventures together and play card games in cafes. The way that even when I’m being grumpy you still like being around me.
Life is cruel, the one thing I want and need most is far out of my reach, 2 years of this has been tough, and there isn’t even an end in sight. I need you with me, more than anything.
OK that’s my soppy post of the year, but really Michael? You should be here with me.
Oh my, I just had one of those nights where I honestly don’t know most of what happened!
People are telling me that I did all these things and I just have no recollection…
Lol. There is a video of my playing the guitar and singing a made up song about going to the toilet. Help